Well we went in to the OB on Friday for the removal of my cerclage. As I said in my last post Chris didn't think I could handle it, but I proved him wrong. The removal was over and done before I really even knew it, but that speculum let's just say ouch. Now I have had that speculum in my lady business quite a few times over the years (annuals, precancerous cervical cells - treatment and many follow-ups, ALLL the fertility treatments, etc, etc, ad nauseum) and it is never comfortable, at least not for me, but it was so far in there I thought I was going to cry. OB says it had to be to push the baby off the cervix to make the removal easier, thank god it was only like a minute or less or I probably would have cried. Chris also asked to keep the cerclage and it will be going in baby boys baby book, if I ever buy one lol.
OB said that my cervix is really thin and it's amazing it held so long - which yay!!! She checked me (another holy crap ouch) 90% effaced only 1 cm dilated - sigh.
So as of today, Tuesday 3/6, I am still pregnant. Which of course you know makes perfect sense - my cervix cant handle the pressure of a baby that's not even 1 lb yet, but lets get a 6 lb + in there after cerclage removal and we are steel - again sigh. I mean I want him to be completely healthy when he arrives but I also want him out. I want to be able to quit worrying about all the things that can go wrong while he is still an inside baby when I can't do anything about it. I want to be able to start worrying about him being an outside baby, and yes I know there are soo many things that can happen as an outside baby but at least I have some control over that part of the situation.
I go back to the OB on Thursday and if I am dilated 3 cm or more I will be admitted and we should have a baby soon after. I have been having some contractions and lots of period crampy like pains, and I think I lost my mucous plug (gross BTW). He gets pretty pissed off after a contraction, poor thing. So fingers crossed that my cervix is doing what it is supposed to be doing and opening, cause I really want to meet this kid and start loving on him.
So there you go my update on cerclage removal. I will try to update after my appointment on Thursday, depending on what happens of course.
Much love,
Allison