There are days when I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. For some reason today was one of those days and yet it is 11 pm and I am still awake. I do not even know what triggers these days.
And no I am not nor will I ever consider hurting myself, just have days...
Just had to say that to put it out there.......
We lost our daughter Cadynce Alice on October 10, 2009, at 20 wks due to incompetent cervix. This is my journey through surviving the grief and learning who I am now...on to our trying for our rainbow.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Giveaway!!
So first off I am a total slacker as I still need to upload the pics from the balloon release we did - I will get around to it eventually. Soo on to the Giveaway! I am super excited!
Guess what I get to do?
I get to give away a $35 gift certificate from CSN Stores!!!
SWEET!!!
CSN Stores is comprised of over 200 online stores! You'll get to spend your $35 on anything you choose!
Okay, back to CSN Stores. Well, you'll be able to spend your $35 on cookware, art, holiday decorations, home decor, bathroom furniture, and really just about anything you can think of.
I was checking out the bathroom stuff cause I still have not decided what to do with our bathrooms in our house and I fell in love with this shower curtain -- how cute is this!!!!
(CSN Stores ships only to the US and Canada. International shipping charges may apply for Canadian addresses.)
TO ENTER THE GIVEAWAY:
You can get up to 3 entries! Leave a separate comment for each entry! Any and all ways listed are acceptable ways to enter!
Entry 1. Leave a comment telling me you want to win! Just tell me how much you love me!! HAHA just kidding unless of course you want too :-)
Entry 2. Mention this giveaway on your Twitter page by posting this: Win a $35 Gift Certificate for CSN Stores from @CadyncesMom Visit: http://iamamommy-evenifyousayiamnot.blogspot.com/
Entry 3. Mention this giveaway on your blog - just link back to my blog....
Winner will be selected at random on December 6th!
Guess what I get to do?
I get to give away a $35 gift certificate from CSN Stores!!!
SWEET!!!
CSN Stores is comprised of over 200 online stores! You'll get to spend your $35 on anything you choose!
Okay, back to CSN Stores. Well, you'll be able to spend your $35 on cookware, art, holiday decorations, home decor, bathroom furniture, and really just about anything you can think of.
I was checking out the bathroom stuff cause I still have not decided what to do with our bathrooms in our house and I fell in love with this shower curtain -- how cute is this!!!!
(CSN Stores ships only to the US and Canada. International shipping charges may apply for Canadian addresses.)
TO ENTER THE GIVEAWAY:
You can get up to 3 entries! Leave a separate comment for each entry! Any and all ways listed are acceptable ways to enter!
Entry 1. Leave a comment telling me you want to win! Just tell me how much you love me!! HAHA just kidding unless of course you want too :-)
Entry 2. Mention this giveaway on your Twitter page by posting this: Win a $35 Gift Certificate for CSN Stores from @CadyncesMom Visit: http://iamamommy-evenifyousayiamnot.blogspot.com/
Entry 3. Mention this giveaway on your blog - just link back to my blog....
Winner will be selected at random on December 6th!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Just stuff
Well I started my new job on the 1st. They have crazy training, but I should be finished and able to start actually working the 12th or the 15th. But really I would rather have excess training than not enough like at my last job.
I am so excited about this company I am working for now. They have so many benefits and perks (IVF Coverage, EE Discounts on cell phone coverage, and lots more stuff).
My boss is really nice. I was sitting with her yesterday going over some stuff (she was kind of quizzing me to see how I was catching on) and we were talking about stuff and I said something about not wanting to talk badly about my last company since they were so good to me when we lost Cadynce, and we got off on a whole tangent. It turns out she has had recurrent losses. Lost a son in the 2nd trimester with a cerclage, then went on to have a TAC, then got pregnant again with IF treatments, waters broke at 20 weeks and was in the hospital on complete bed rest, at 24 wk 5 days the baby had no AmF left so they did a c-sect. her daughter was in the NICU for 4 months, but it a healthy normal 3 year old now.
I told her about Cady and how we have to do IVF and she was SOOO excited for me when I told her that we were planning on doing IVF again. She told me to absolutely not worry about missing time when we are ready to try again! I can make up being late for appointments and work from home when on bed rest after transfer and everything. Can I just tell you I feel so blessed and KNOW I made the right decision with which job offer I accepted. And I hate (as I know most of you do too!!!) being told everything happens for a reason, but in this instance I totally believe it is true.
2009 and 2010 have been very trying years for me and Chris, he lost his job, we did IVF got pregnant with twins, lost Twin B, Lost Cadynce at 20 weeks, think I kind of lost my mind for a while, FET which turned into a blighted ovum, my grandfather got really sick and had to have ½ of his right lung removed and he is still struggling to get well, FET which resulted in a miscarriage at 7 weeks, lost my job in august. But I feel like things have turned a corner now and 2011 will be a better, no an excellent year. (sorry for that big run-on sentence lol)
And this is really long so I will stop now! Have a great rest of the week!
Oh and I am going to be doing a give-away!!!!!!!!!!!! Just have to take the time to type out the post!
I am so excited about this company I am working for now. They have so many benefits and perks (IVF Coverage, EE Discounts on cell phone coverage, and lots more stuff).
My boss is really nice. I was sitting with her yesterday going over some stuff (she was kind of quizzing me to see how I was catching on) and we were talking about stuff and I said something about not wanting to talk badly about my last company since they were so good to me when we lost Cadynce, and we got off on a whole tangent. It turns out she has had recurrent losses. Lost a son in the 2nd trimester with a cerclage, then went on to have a TAC, then got pregnant again with IF treatments, waters broke at 20 weeks and was in the hospital on complete bed rest, at 24 wk 5 days the baby had no AmF left so they did a c-sect. her daughter was in the NICU for 4 months, but it a healthy normal 3 year old now.
I told her about Cady and how we have to do IVF and she was SOOO excited for me when I told her that we were planning on doing IVF again. She told me to absolutely not worry about missing time when we are ready to try again! I can make up being late for appointments and work from home when on bed rest after transfer and everything. Can I just tell you I feel so blessed and KNOW I made the right decision with which job offer I accepted. And I hate (as I know most of you do too!!!) being told everything happens for a reason, but in this instance I totally believe it is true.
2009 and 2010 have been very trying years for me and Chris, he lost his job, we did IVF got pregnant with twins, lost Twin B, Lost Cadynce at 20 weeks, think I kind of lost my mind for a while, FET which turned into a blighted ovum, my grandfather got really sick and had to have ½ of his right lung removed and he is still struggling to get well, FET which resulted in a miscarriage at 7 weeks, lost my job in august. But I feel like things have turned a corner now and 2011 will be a better, no an excellent year. (sorry for that big run-on sentence lol)
And this is really long so I will stop now! Have a great rest of the week!
Oh and I am going to be doing a give-away!!!!!!!!!!!! Just have to take the time to type out the post!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
umm
So I was looking at my statistics and it has the "keyword" search thing. Someone found my blog by searching "han.d, fo.ot, mo.uth f.mla"
wtf dude!!???
Sorry I had to share cause I seriously lol'ed!!!
wtf dude!!???
Sorry I had to share cause I seriously lol'ed!!!
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