Sunday, April 3, 2011

Deep Breaths

I go tomorrow at 8:30 AM to have my baseline U/S and B/W.  If everything comes back good I will start stims tomorrow night.

I am excited, hopeful and terrified all at the same time.  I have a good feeling about all this, but after losing Cadynce I am terrified of history repeating itself.  I know it's normal to feel that way, I know that each and everyone of you have felt this way as well.

I am listening to my Circle+Bloom every night and it's helping me sleep well, which is has been a HUGE problem the last 18 months (God I cannot believe it's been 18 months since we lost our daughter, our first born).

So just asking for good vibes that everything looks good tomorrow so we can get started on IVF 2.0 folks!

9 comments:

Michele said...

sending love!

My New Normal said...

Fingers crossed!

S said...

By now you have had your baseline appointment. I hope it went well!

Womb With A Story said...

I am praying for you&keeping my fingers crossed!!!

Courtney said...

I am keeping everything crossed for you my friend. *hugs*

Ms. J said...

thinking of you...and sending vibes for peace, clarity, and strength. Breathe in, and breathe out again.

Jaime said...

Sending so many good vibes it hurts!!

xo

IVFJess said...

Sending you good vibes for moving forward. I know how hard it is not to look back, feeling sad and guilty about feeling happy and excited. My goal for this IVF is to just take it one day at a time, and not dwell on what's been lost, or what might come later.

Thinking of you. xxx

Dana said...

I hope it went well!