I am having a rough day today. Not sure why. I got a good night's sleep last night (and trust me those have been very rare in the last 7 + months), woke up in a good mood, but now while I still feel like I am in a good mood, I 'm very weepy.
I was trying to clean out my reader (yes I'm at work, but I'm working too sshhhhh) and I just wanted to start crying. Not that anyone wrote anything that was sad (or any sadder than normal) but everything I read just made me want to cry.
I suppose it's a combo of all the hormones that get pumped into you when you do IVF - I mean really think about what all I'm adding to my body, plus with rising HCG levels (1376 yesterday!) and being scared and hopeful it's no wonder I'm weepy, but it's annoying!!
I go back to the RE tomorrow for more BW and our first U/S we will be able to see how many sacs we have, don't know if we will be able to see anything other than that. I'm really scared after what happened with the FET in Dec, when we had our first U/S in January there was a sac, but as you know it was empty. I think my numbers are so much better this time so I am hoping that tomorrow is a good day.
So I just want to be happy today - no more weepy - easier said than done....
Have a great Tuesday (is it Friday yet?)
13 comments:
Good luck at your scan! I'm hoping for the best for you. Don't worry about the weepiness, as I recall that happens even in a normal, low-stress pregnancy. It sounds like you are doing pretty well. I'll check back tomorrow for an update - I hope it's good news.
Sorry about the rough day. I remember the first trimester as an emotional rollercoaster. It does get better coz as you wrote, your 'natural' levels of hormones kick in.
Good luck with the RE tomorrow.
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I am sending you the warmest thoughts and wishes, Ali. I am sure tomorrow will be great. HUGS.
Be gentle with yourself. With all that has gone, and is going, on, you're entitled to bad days. Tomorrow is a new day with exciting stuff happening!
Not Friday yet doll, but soon!
Sorry you are having a tough day. Dealing with loss is difficult enough but add in the hormones that come with IVF and pregnancy and you are more than entitled to have a weepy day or two. I think I cried through the majority of my pregnancy with my rainbow baby. Glad to have found your blog, now I have to check back often and hope for a happy healthy pregnancy for you!
Allison my everything will be crossed for you tomorrow! I wish you all the best at your appointment!
xo
Nothing much to offer, but wanted to chime in with support on the emotional ups & downs. Hang in there, honey, minute by minute if you have to.
Thinking of you!! I hope you have a good appointment. Sending good thoughts your way! XO
((hugs)) Hope you have a better day tomorrow! Thinking of you, hoping to hear great news!
Fantastic to hear your hcg's increasing and I hope your u/s shows a beautiful little HB (or two!) I have to wait another 2 weeks for my first scan - argh!
Sorry it's been rough. I'm sure all those hormones don't help things!! I hope that everything continues to go well for you.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!
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