So I POAS'ed on Monday and got a BFN, so I called RE to move up beta from Monday to Friday. I did this since Chris was leaving today to go out of town and I didn't want to have to give myself PIO shots if I did not have to.
Wednesday morning I decided to POAS again and was going to stop my meds if it was still a BFN, uh yeah BFP. I even posted the pic on twitter cause I wanted someone else to tell me they say that + sign and I wasn't imagining it. Evidently everyone else saw it as well.
So beta was today and came back at 67. That's quite a bit lower than any of my first betas have been before, but Chris did remind me I went in 4-5 days sooner that I normally do for the beta.
I'm 15dpo so that # is in the normal range, and I will go back on Monday for Beta #2.
I just really hope this is the one. THE ONE! Cause my heart hurts and is heavy. I am not sure how many more times it can be broken before I shatter all the way.
Please pray to whatever God you believe in that this is the one for us.
Much love and baby dust to all still trying, Al
18 comments:
A quiet, whispered "congratulations!"
The number isn't a big deal, so please try and not compare to others, just that it rises (which you know).
I get what you mean about hurting and not being able to take more...i wish I could tell you the worry goes away, but it doesn't. One day, or even one hour at a time...i know, it's rough. But for now, you are PUPO! (pregnant until proven otherwise!!!!)
Girl, you know that I'm pulling for you and your hubby! Baby dust, love and prayers being sent your way! ((hugs))
Ooh!! My everything is crossed!!
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Crossing everything, thoughts, prayers and hopes or some relaxation and peace for you until the next one. Happy dance as well!!!
Crossing my fingers for you.
I'm praying for your sweet bean! That beta is higher than either of my first betas (18 and 21, respectively at 6dp5dt). Best wishes for happy news on Monday!
sending prayers and love and light that this little one is your earth baby to-keep. ((hugs))
Congrats!!! Fingers crossed for another great beta!!
Really HOPING this is the one for you!
Congratulations! Fingers are crossed for you that your next beta will be perfect.
Congrats!!
I'm hoping with you! I'll be watching for your next post.
thinking of you and sending so much hope!
So glad to hear you got good news yesterday! I know from experience that each day can be a struggle in optimism- I'm sending hope strength and prayers that your baby is growing strong and that your heart will never be broken again.
Hang in there and imagine that little baby getting all tucked in ! Positive thoughts and vibes to you !!!!
My fingers continue to be crossed for you!!! HUGS!
Thinking about you!
Thinking of you, Ali. Hope things are going well.
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