Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Father's Day

Father's Day was much harder for me than Mother's Day.  I've already grieved for all the things that I will never get to do with Cady (well I grieve them everyday).  And while I have grieved for all the things that Chris will never get to to with her or for her.  It really hit me hard on Sunday.  I cried a lot, but Chris was so supportive - he's awesome and I love him more each day.

I've been trying to write this post since Sunday, blah......  So I give up ha.

I'm better now - I realized why I have been so incredibly moody the last week or so.  I hadn't taken my Zoloft in almost 3 weeks.  Now before I get a lecture from anyone :-p it wasn't on purpose.  I had a routine that I took all my meds at nite when I took my prenatal well I stopped taking my prenatal after this last miscarriage because well I figured what was the point, but decided this weekend to that I really should start taking it again to keep all the vitamins in my system.  That's when I realized.  I'm a moron ha.....

I'm taking the zoloft again since Monday - life is much better again.

:-)  Happy Wednesday!

Oh this is my 100th post wow I can't believe that I have had enough to say for 100 posts lol.

8 comments:

KAM said...

The doc started me on zoloft about 3 weeks ago. You're right, life is much better on it, at least for now.

Hugs,
Kerry

Amy said...

I am so glad you're feeling better!!! (((Big Hugs!)))

S said...

Happy 100th post! Glad you're feeling better.

Mother Knows Best Reviews said...

I'm so glad you're feeling better, Ali - you deserve it. Sending you hugs.

Holly said...

I'm glad you're feeling better now that you're back on the zoloft.

Amaprincess said...

Happy 100 posts!!!

Do I Have to Be a D.I.N.K.? said...

I am a new follower...sorry to hear Father's Day was hard for you. Hang in there...

Melanie said...

Ali,

Alisson is my second name!

I wanted to thank you for commenting on my blog. it led me to your story and I am amazed at your resilience. You have gone through, in 9 months, what I had 2 and 1/2 years to process.

Take care of you. I'll be reading . . .