Hi everyone. The last week has been a very emotionally difficult week for me (as I know you can understand) so I have been avoiding everything.
But I'm doing a lot better. Testing once a week until beta drops back down to 0. Then we will be back on the IVF train. Not sure what my protocol will be with this IVF but we had excellent response with our fresh cycle last June so I figure it won't be much different. I am figuring on starting the whole process in July hopefully with BCPs and depending on if Dr H wants us to do another hysteroscopy could mean retrieval in August - at least that's what I am hoping.
waiting on V (nurse from dr h's) to call me to let me know how much beta dropped from last week (it was over 5K) hopefully it will go down quickly. I really dont want to hang around on this shitty merry go round too long.
I would really like it if you guys would go give Lis some support she just had a negative beta with her IVF after losing her beautiful twins in October. She is now contemplating her next steps. Hugs Lis.
Thanks for all your support and wonderful comments over the last week. they all meant a lot to me.
XoXo - Al
11 comments:
((hugs)) Thinking of you!
Wishing you well and hope you hear from the nurse soon.
I hope your hcg goes down quickly so that your doctor can give you a timeline for the next steps. Been thinking about you. It's hard to do anything more than just survive during these days.
*huge hugs* thinking of you and praying your HCG goes down quickly for your next cycle. I am so sorry.
thank you Ali. oh, how we will love our living babies someday. we will, with everything we have, and because we have had our angel babies first.
xoxo
You have been in my thoughts, Ali. You're an inspiration. HUGS.
Hope the beta is lower so that you can get on the track you want to be
Ali. It is such a shitty ride to have to get back on, especially after the death of our beautiful babies and a m/c - but I really hope that it will not be long till you can get that extra sticky BFP, and a screaming take-home baby to love forever. My heart goes out to you - Love K
I hope this crappy ride is over soon and you get to get on a better one with a screaming baby on the other end. Much love to you.
You're always in my thoughts and prayers <3
Thinking of you! Always here to support you. XO
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