I want peace in my heart and in my soul. I want love (I have love but I want more) I want to be able to hold my daughter and love her, but I cant. I can Love her but I can never again hold her, until the day that I pass onto the next life (well at least I am trying to keep that belief alive)
I want my baby. I want her here with us.
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It's a hard want to get over. I want it too. I want it for me and for every mother who has ever dealt with the heartbreak of losing a child. I wish there was some magic spell or potion to make it possible but there's not. Until there is, I too struggle to hold on to the belief that I will see my son in Heaven. Some days it's hard to believe.
It is the belief that I will see my son in heaven someday that keeps me going. I like to believe he is watching over me now.
It has been almost a year since losing Alyssa-Joy and almost 4 months since Evan passed and it still hurts. I like you feel like I have no peace. There are days I am ok, and other days i hits me like a ton of bricks and I cannot get up. I know how you feel and I am thinking of you. Just remember that Cadynce lives in your heart and is with you in spirit. My dad said to me that whenever you are missing your babies, that is when you feel their presence the most. Sending you hugs and I am glad to see that you joined HOBH.
thanks for your wonderful comments. they help more than you will ever know
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