Today has been a hard day. Does anyone else feel guilty about leaving your baby's ashes at home all alone, when if your baby was living and breathing you would never in a million years do that.
I know it's only been a little over a week and I know these are probably normal feelings, but it seems so irrational to me. And this is only my 2nd day back to work since we lost Cadynce, but I felt a little crazy this morning driving to work.
Then to top that great start to my day a COBRA participant called to add her new baby girl that she just had last Thursday to her insurance. REALLY REALLY DOES THE WORLD WANT ME TO HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS AFTER I LOST MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm ok now but it made my morning really difficult.
3 comments:
I know its easier said than done, but it does get easier. You are still healing physically. Mentally it will take much longer. So sorry for your loss.
I would put Lily's urn in our safe whenever we would go out of town...I felt crazy then but I always thought about the house burning down!
It does get a little easier to do the normal things of life but it comes with time...
Thanks Jen, I don't feel quite as crazy knowing I am not the only one that has felt that way
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